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01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you. 02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you. 03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be... 04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you. 05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you. 06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of. 07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you. 08. Put this in your journal. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Oh here you are, there's nothing left to say
You're not supposed to be that way
Did they push you out? did they throw you away?
Touch me now and I don't care
When you take me I'm not there
Almost human, but I'll never be the same
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
I never put you down, I never pushed you away
You're not supposed to be that way
And anything you want, there's nothing I could say
Is there anything to feel?
Is it pain that makes you real?
Cut me off before it kills me
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
I never put you down, I never pushed you away
Take another piece of me
Give my mind a new disease
And the black and white world never fades to gray
Long way down, I don't think I'll make it on my own
Long way down, I don't want to live in here alone
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| | Current Music: | I Wear My Sunglasses at Night - Corey Hart | | Subject: | A Perfect Recap | | Time: | 09:05 pm | | Current Mood: | euphoric |
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| Yea
so it is finally time for me to update. It has been so long. I don't
even know if I updated in the month of April. Must be those April
showers- they make my arthritis act up? I dunno does that actually
happen or is it something that i just totally made up. Either is a
possibility. So anyways on to more exciting things even though
arthritis is hard to top and i can't believe i just wrote an entire
paragraph on it.
So in recap from somewhere.....
Walk for Hunger was awesome.
Walked all 20 miles with Kim. I can't believe we made it without
killing each other. Oh well it was a good time except for when a
certain someone chose me over a portapotty (which kim thought was
hilarious)
NHS is coming up woot for that.
SADD is up again. Happy to be the VP and way involved.
Marta is home! She is a big oaf but so much fun.
But.... the best time was prom.
UUHHH i wish it was a million times longer that it actually seemed. The
whole working up to it part was stressful and busy. Had some tux issues
including changing the color and forgetting to pick it up. But it all
worked out. Then i had to do all the SADD prom favor stuff. Plus do the
whole boy thing and get the girl a corsage. Mucho deniro. Did i just
say a lot of money or a lot of Robert DeNiro? Who knows. But eventually
it all worked out
So i got ready. I looked rather
dashing if i say so myself. But, i didn't look anywhere near as good as
Nicole. AHHH she looked so pretty in her amazing dress. That corsage
put her over the top. Beautiful flowers for such a beautiful date
*wink*. We are quite the good looking pair. I would say couple but then
there are so many people convinced we are going out and that wouldn't
be fair to them. So ya we were the hottest duo around. Then
Casey and Aly came over for pictures. After some good ol' family fun
with the Terps, the Eckarts, and the Mazzawis we all piled into Casey's
dad's car cuz we were too cheap for a limo and too legal for me to
drive. It wasn't bad.
So we get there and sit at our
table. Ya table 11. We meet Em's non-chinese date and Val's non-chinese
date. They were nice guys, we all liked them. Too bad we didn't see all
four of them all night except for dinner.Yep so we ate, socialized,
danced a little. It had a slow start. The whole set up was beautiful.
Way to go prom committee. Kudos to you. FYI i love those Kudos bars.
Moving on, then there was the court stuff. I was soooo happy that
Swimmer was prom queen and Sean was King, very cute. Even better was
Jaime being a member of the court. I was thrilled for her. Then we all
got up and things picked up a little bit. I learned my only dance moves
are marching techniques. Yet i am the one person most unfit for the
army. Except for a few people, one of which include a portapotty
chooser lol. Yep and so Ed was insane out there might i say. He was
tearin it up and i wish i could come close to being as smooth as him
out there. Oh well i still had fun. Kim was pretty crazy out there too
on the dance floor with her moves and being all gussied up. Michelle
taught me a little but nothing too great- she looked really pretty in
her black and white dress. We had some fun out there on the dance
floor. Oh ya Dan and Christy were the cutest couple there hah. Anywho,
the night was fun for then but still a little slow.
Then I don't know what happened but it picked up probably because i let
go of my nerves and just began to dance like a maniac for like the last
half hour. Nicole and I had so much fun. I don't think it is normal to
have this much fun. The last song was so perfect. We sang at the top of
our lungs while goin in a circle. Everyone was staring. We were too
into it the song to care. It was such a perfect moment. Almost as
perfect as after the prom. Besides going to the pretty lame post prom
which was mediocre at best, Nicole and I went back to my house. We had
a picnic outside in the dark with our only light being candlelight.
Music. Good Food Store. So perfect. So sketchy (def. a sketchy after
prom activity for two people who are just friends hahaha). Then we
pretty much just fell asleep. Very perfect night. Why can't i sleep that well on every night of the year?
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| | Current Music: | Sweet Home Alabama - Lynyrd Skynyrd | | Subject: | Weekend from Hell | | Time: | 12:24 am | | Current Mood: | disappointed |
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| Tonight was just plain interesting.
TOMB was not bad, a little bit for youngsters but overall not bad. Then
the party was pretty bad. I should have guessed. With such high
expectations only disaster could happen. I'm really sorry Kimma that
your party fell apart. I tried all I could. You know I tried. There are
pictures to show it *wink*. But you will get those developed in some
random far away town, no where near Walpole, please. I hope you liked
your gifts. They might come in useful... hahaha...
Sunday is going to suck. Way too much to do. This weekend really did go
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| | Current Music: | Calm Before the Storm - Fall Out Boy | | Subject: | Close Up Rocked | | Time: | 02:41 pm | | Current Mood: | sleepy |
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| Well, I figured since Casey updated, it was time for me to do the same.
Close Up was amazing. I met soooo many people from amazing places like
"the beautiful Pacific islands of American Samoa," Oklahoma, Nebraska,
Minnesota, Hawaii, California, Virginia (poor kevin), the Marshall
Islands, and even some from Massachusetts (from dirty Easton and Quincy
which are nothing compared to Walpole). Yep I sure had some amazing
experiences and I miss it so much. I never knew riding on a bus could
be so fun. Farrin hitting her head; Julia's OHH YEEAAAHHH; and just
talking to awesome people. It sucks to think I will probably never see
any of these people again, but I will get over it. The city of DC was
beautiful and is a possibility to go to Georgetown if I like the
school/get accepted. AHHHH I miss Close Up soooo much.
Moving on, the week after close up sucked ass. I hate make-up work. But
I lived through it and didn't lose too much sleep. hahaha.
Find out about NHS soon.
Psyched for Saturday. No piano! Instead I get to go to TOMB (long
explanation if you really wanna know, ask) with Mock Trial team! woot I
miss you guys, well most of you. Then, off to Kim's party! We are soooo
going to win that scavenger hunt. Ya Chem Crew minus Christie plus
Malek! I will be exhausted by the end of the night for sure.
If anyone wants to pledge money for the Walk for Hunger please tell me
cuz I'm trying to raise as much as I can. I think it is worth at least
$5 to see me attempt and walk 20 miles. C'mon, I am the laziest person
ever. It should be fun to see.
I got chosen for the Better Business Bureau Integrity Award
scholarship. Yay me. All it means is that now I get to write an essay
and try to actually get money. Time of my life!
Oh well this is a really long and boring entry that is dull because I
am tired. So bare with me and the better entries will come...
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| tonight was so amazing.
thanks to all my friends who made my birthday worth celebrating this year.
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| Ok I stole this from
Molly and from Sarah. I thought it was a pretty awesome thing to do. So
here goes, here are people who have LJs and are my friends. Look at the
clues and comment if you know which one you are.
1. You've known me for a while although we don't know each other that much. Your friend works at Movie Gallery and you were there when I called there. Crraaazzzyyy.
2. You are a loud friend who loves to butt in. That is probably why
you're so awesome though. That and I have a constant fear from you.
3. You have a big head, but an even bigger humor. One of the funniest kids I know. Ya Team Testosterone!
4. You also scare me sometimes. I like to test your moods to see how
much to push you around. You steal my food and have a "pile."
5. You are an awesome singer and a visiter of old people with me. You bake amazing foods and like Ellen.
6. We used to be good friends. Now not so much. Ms. McCorey scares you! And I named your boot once. I forgot his name though.
7. You swim. You threaten me. You actually got me to shut up for a very long time. You're talented.
8. Your nose bleeds can be brutal. Even though you are a lorse you're still my best bud. You went camping with Ray. hahaha.
9. You are a wicked awesome person. You called me trendy. When I first met you I was convinced you were wicked popular.
10. I'm afraid to say something nice, cuz you'll cry. But you are the most outgoing person I know. No doubt full of surprises.
11. You are shy but wicked awesome. I say hi to you all the time in the halls and we need to hang out more. Caroline has rabies.
12. You do karate and wear the same coat all the time which provokes Sarah. I find it hilarious.
13. Your the whore of the bunch. Not to mention the best person I
will ever know. Who could go wrong with Malek and Company?
14. You like pickles that I don't like. You work at my second home. You are an awesome singer and like oranges.
15. You work at Big Y and that's your life. That and creepy men.
16. You souns like your sister drunk, just kidding, although it is
funny when you speak with a low voice. You love old people like I do.
17. You have a twin and are so individualistic. Your frosh semi dress was newspapery. It rocked.
18. You love ducks and deal CDs that people don't get. Your mom drives a bus.
And for those who don't have LJs but might read my journal here's some for you:
19. You are the person who keeps me from collapsing. The foundation of
my life. The writer of my assignment notebook. The best writer.
20. You love Harry, almost as much as you love me, wink. I'm afraid someday you will give me a Harry Potty Makeover. No lie.
21. You shake. Your eye twitches. You love Veggie Tales even though you are a teenager. No one like you for sure.
Comment with who you are...
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| | Current Music: | The Snowman Song - Phoebe Buffet | | Subject: | Best Snowman Ever | | Time: | 06:39 pm | | Current Mood: | Snowed In |
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| The Snowman Song
"I made a man with eyes of coal
And a smile so bewitchin'
How was I supposed to know
That my mom was dead in the kitchen"
----Phoebe Buffet
( The Full Story... )
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| | Current Music: | Mr Brightside - The Killers | | Subject: | Boo to Birthdays | | Time: | 02:17 pm | | Current Mood: | curious |
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| Well the time has come for me to update.
First on the agenda, i was a little disturbed by my "crayon identity" as you will see:
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So after that disturbing note, let's move on to more important things...
Like MY BIRTHDAY!
Yay that's right world, Malek Mounir Moin Mazzawi is turning 17 and there's nothing you can do about it (knock on wood). You might try and stop me with this heavy, destructive snow, but it won't work.
But, honestly, birthdays suck. You get presents, but in my case maybe not because I'm going to D.C. and that is my present even though i paid half. You get cake, but not in my case because I don't eat sugar
which is fine with me but people keep buggin me about it (last year i
got an apple). You get a party, but maybe not in my case because of crappy weather, abandoning friends, and lack of planning. So what am i left with? A year closer to death. I'm not even legal on my birthday to drive other people. So what I say is screw birthdays and blah.
 WARNING WARNING
If you forget to tell me "happy birthday" then you will soon regret it. That's the way I am and get used to it. And don't take offense to my endless birthday complaining as seen above.
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| | Subject: | Truth | | Time: | 09:52 pm |
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| Sometimes the truth is hard to see. It could be right in front of our eyes yet we don't see it for whatever reason. It's okay for the most part to be blinded occasionally. We are humans and it's inevitable that we make mistakes. But what is important is that we move past these mistakes and this self-blindness, learning from the truth.
It's not easy.
But where there are struggles there are also friends to pick you up.
You're never alone in these times.
Never.
"And we should consider every day lost on which we have not danced at least once. And we should call every truth false which was not accompanied by at least one laugh."
Friedrich Nietzsche | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| ATTENTION: ALL FRIENDS OF MALEK...
For my 17th Birthday....
I'm having a Disco / 80's Dance Bash
(name provided by Kim Sweet and myself)
Prepare youselves...
You'll never be the same again...
Comment with ideas on
- Place (where the hell will we hold this thing?)
- People (I made a list but it's still open for discussion)
- It's loosely dated for March 12
- Music
- Presents should be themed
I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS SO DON'T YOU DARE BURST MY BUBBLE...
i can't dance so don't judge... | comments: 27 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Of your friends, who is the/can you.. DON'T BE OFFENDED WITH HONESTY
Loudest: Nicole W. JK NICOLE W. no um prob Caley when she gets worked up Funniest: i find Emily hilarious recently. Also nicole has some good dirty jokes. Courney M. Prettiest: Samira and Nicole i would have to say Most naive: Caley and Samira Best singer: Katie R. Best listener: Nicole and Jessie Longest known: Casey Oldest: Gertrude (80 something year old friend at harrington house) Smartest: All my friends are geniuses (genii?) but i'm always amazed by what Jessie knows Ditziest: Jaime, Samira, and Caley Tallest: Casey Shortest: Meg Yakas HAH Would do anything for you: Jessie, Casey, and Nicole Calls at 4 am: Kim, Jessie (if i called her then), and Nicole (who has actually done it) Most mature: Jessie Least mature: Nicole, when she's around me (i made this catagory up) Easiest to be around: Caley and Samira Most likely to succed: Jessie and Nicole Has the coolest name: besides mine of course, Casey Charles Charles Terp Has the most bfs/gfs: Sarah H. has a million hehehe Eats the most: Nicole (fatty) Most laidback: Caley Sweetest: Samira, oh and Kim not so Sweet Most loveable: Caley, Jessie, Kim, Samira, and Nicole. Best Dressed: no doubt in my mind EMILY Prep: Dan nominated me. SO i don't know who else. Punk: Sarah H. Knows every thing about you: Nicole and Jessie. These two read me like a book Has let you down the most: recently? Nicole. Wants a cow: Dan C. Most depressed: Dan C. Best eyes: Caley Best Smile: Samira Best Laugh: Nicole Smallest Ego: Ben Most confidence: Kim Most loved: Nicole. The whole tug-of-war thing that goes on. Flirtiest: Casey and Dee Nicest: Ben Deepest: I dunno. We aren't a deep bunch my friends and i. Best taste in music: Jessie Newest: Little Dick? I didn't make any new friends really. Oh Shauna? Best for advice: Emily, she has the answers that are candid Best personality: Nicole Clumsiest: Caley Most perfect: Nicole and Jessie Most talented: Nicole Can always suprise you: Caley, always comes up with something new Want to be closer with: Samira, i never see her. And recently Nicole. Oh and Em who is sooo busy too. Starts arguments: Casey Solves them: Never solved between us. Biggest Sports Fan: Jessie's up there w/ the little leaguers Most feminine: Casey hehehe jk Emily has the whole girl thing under control Most Masculine: Hah. No one cuz i live for an estrogen community. Blondest: Samira, Jaime, and Caley (even though none are blond) Most Creative: Casey's ideas are pretty out there. So are Caley's Most musical: Nicole plays clarinet? That's it. Oh Sarah H. sings. Sarah B. plays piano a lil. No one. The pimp: umm no one really. Little Dick calls me a pimp. ya right. Biggest drama queen: Um Casey, ahaha Best student: Jessie wins that prize even though i bring her studiousness down Most immature: Sarah B. in an arguement Most athletic: Nicole You've kissed: Kim You want to kiss: None really Nicest hair: My own jk, Emily's is perfect Crys the most: Kim, Kim, Kim, oh and Kim Can always cheer you up: Nicole, no doubt about it. Most likely to get drunk and bang someone: All of Kim's Friends- mostly Raychel The partier: Raychel Most innocent: Caley | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought?
(now post this in your LJ and find out what mine would be.) | comments: 20 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Macarena | | Subject: | Dancing Kitty | | Time: | 01:57 pm | | Current Mood: | enthralled |
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| I just want to mention a dream that Jaime had. I'm still a little unclear on the details but I'll do my best... So Jaime is about to dissect her cat in school. But there's one problem. The cats aren't dead. So the kids in her class are forced to bring the skinned animals home and starve them to death to kill them. Then the dream goes on a little longer (i got sort of lost) but the best part is that Jaime's cat gets up on its hind legs and starts dancing. I don't know why but i find this unbelievabley hysterical. Maybe it was the way Jaime told it or the fact that Jaime is so deranged. All i know though is i can clearly see that little skinned cat doing the Macarena while Jaime tries to catch it.
I'll have a real updation soon. I promise. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Minas Morgul - Return of the King Soundtrack | | Subject: | An Unlucky Night | | Time: | 11:36 pm | | Current Mood: | exhausted |
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| | Okay so once again my bad luck brought me through some interesting journeys. Well to start off, Em and I went on our "date" cuz we never see each other anymore. So I pick her up and off we go to the headquarters of an elite cult or as most people call it Big Y. We went there to visit Casey at work but we missed him by 2 minutes. Oh and my bad luck began when i didn't win a single coin at Big Y! Then Em and I went and picked up her cousin Richard, or as I like to call him Little Dick. Hes definitely the coolest guy I know from New Hampshire. So after being interrogated by Em's and Dick's family for a good 5 minutes on my name, my dad's occupation, my choice of college, my choice of career, they finally let us leave. So we are cruising The Pole with nothing to do, when Em gets the brilliant idea to call Shauna- a girl from field hockey who calls me Tiger. Anywho so we go and meet Shauna and a bunch of Norwood kids at the Papa Gino's near TJ Maxx and Shaws. Well we were there for only a short while talkin to kids we barely knew. So then when we went to leave, I say to Em "Where are my keys??!" and she says "Very Funny Malek" well as it turns out I wasn't kidding and when I went to let Dick out from the backseat, I forgot to grab the keys and locked the door. Well then we slightly panicked. Embarrassed, Em made us walk away from the car because we looked suspicious or something. So being the illegal driver who shouldn't have been driving with Em and Dick, I called the best person in the world, Jessie. So Jessie saves the day and picks us up-- she also is not legal to drive other people yet. Well let's just say, for those who know this story that the traffic on the way home was bad. Very very very nerve reckingly bad. It didn't go well with the luck of the day. So moving on. We were very delayed and somehow we made it through ok- even with the cop behind us. Details cannot be given here. For fear of spies and people who spread news to parents. Anywho, everything worked out and so Em, Dick, and I went back to The Pole just cruisin. Ended goin to Stop & Shop cuz it was the only place open. I read some dirty books aloud- making sure to embarrass Em to no limit while Dick just laughed. We bought some water and left. Soon ended up in Norfolk when my Gas Light went on. So being kinda late and running low on gas, we headed home from our adventure. The night started out wicked boring, but in the end turned into something wicked eventful sort of. Oh well I had tons of fun. Em and I had a blast and it was great to see Dick (yes the person) all the way from wherever he exactly lives. Next time he's here we will actually have fun plans hah. As Em said... good times... | comments: Leave a comment  |
| SURPRISE!!!
Yes i am resurrected finally. First entry of 2005. I know you missed me. How could you not? I am awesome. You know it. I'm done being egotistical for now. Um yes Blueman Group was awesome. Thank you Kim. Everything was so loud and colorful and just friggen awesome. Um yep snow was plentiful. It is cold outside. No yellin at me for this horrible entry. I havent updated in two whole months. Lots of stuff happened. Had some fun.
MIDYEARS ARE OVER! only one D! My parents were so proud. Maybe I can get promoted to CP29. It's Milne's fault. I was distracted. Can I help it if I am attracted to unibrows??? No. The answer is no, believe me I've tried. Nicole, I'm warnin you, never get a unibrow or I will be on you like Casey on a Big Y donut. hehehe. Had to say it.
No School Tomorrow! Not too too too excited. I might be bored. Maybe i will drive somewhere...
IN MY NEW CAR! It's beautiful and it's a convertable. I am now the proud owner of a '95 Le Baron Convertable. You have the right to be jealous.
I don't know what else to talk about. I am going to leave now. I want to catch the rest of the football game. GO PATS!
p.s. hey Nicole...... FORESKIN | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
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